A Little Less Conversation...

...A Little More Action, Please.

I am seriously grumpy. My mom just lost her job. Or at least, she was was notified that she will lose her job in June. the job she's had since I was two. This sucks. Now, there will be no celebration for my birthday. I know that is a selfish thing to say, but it was my 21st birthday and some of my sisters have never even been up to visit! Now I OFFICIALLY have nothing to look forward to. Yippey.

Also, I am sick of work. Sick of school. Sick of my roommates. Sick of my coworkers. Sick of the same shit. Nothing changes! I can't even find any movies I want to watch. When my favorite form of escapism is failing me and I end up watching the E! Channel at all times, it is a desperate time.

In good news, I lost more weight. I am now at 10 pounds. But I may or may not have gained it all back with my noodle pity eating. Ugh I am so bored and stressed.

Bitch. Bitch. Bitch. Bitch. Bitch!

Update!

So! With the new year and all, and the fact that my BMI keeps telling me I am obese (pushy fucker) I am on a diet, which is pretty much me trying to eat like a normal person. And removing temptation. Also, I have worked out twice this week. And I am going to work out tonight. And tomorrow. Mostly, I want to work out everyday because, after I work out, I am not sore from yesterday's workout. I mean I worked out on Wednesday, and the soreness of Thursday made me want to die. But come Friday's early morning workout and I am pain free for the rest of the day. Well, almost pain-free, since I decided to walk multiple miles last night in my new heels. Bad plan. But anyways, I was a big girl and wore my heels and now my feet hurt way bad.
The point of this post is that, last sunday I weighed 208 pds and today I weigh 201. Which is pretty sweet, if you ask me. Maybe someday I'll look like this!
But I think I'll settle for like this:(That first picture is a joke I swear) Oh! another resolution this year is to not look at and want to be like any magazine girls. Photoshop is deadly, so now I will only focus my unhealthy obsessions on girls like this, who are untouched. Plus this chick is awesome.

Oh, Holy shit...

I just watched a clip from the new Bret Michael's show "Rock of Love on a Bus" or something like that. And. and . and. there were vagina shots! Not camera shots, there were vials of alcohol inserted into vaginas and then consumed. Holy sweet mother of God.
Anyways, it is my boyfriend's sister/my roommate's birthday today. That is all one person, not two people who have the same birthday. My sister's birthday was yesterday but since I am back at school I already gave her my present. Actually, they both have already gotten my presents. Maybe we'll go out tonight, I don't know. I might be taking a shift for tomorrow morning but my coworker hasn't called me off and I am saying no if she takes much longer. She is so flaky. And she's a manager!
I got a PS3 for Christmas and when I moved back, I was dumb and left the power cord at my parent's house. So now I am thinking of buying one from Amazon, which means I just have to buy myself a book too. You know, in order to get free shipping. Its all very economical really. I am thinking of buying Bone, this epic graphic novel. Apparently it was written over a period of 13 years, and then it all got put into one book. Its 1,300 pages long! But it is supposed to be sweet, because it always on the top whatever list of good graphic novels. Plus there are books just dedicated to the art in the book. So anyways, I am thinking about buying that. Or maybe some shoes...